After feeling sad and disappointed on the whole situation, i decided that it's time to tweak my dreams. if i couldn't have it the way i envision it to be, i should just make do with what i can do.
"When things don't fall into place, perhaps it's time to dream the dream a little differently ..."
While i'm still sore by the outcome, i console myself that this leads to a bigger picture that i have yet to see and perhaps a few years down the road (hopefully not too DOWN) i'd be able to look back and felt that it was the best outcome that could have happened.
Oh well, it's either this or continue to sulk, which doesn't change anything. i might as well just change my perspective and look at it at a different angle and find the silver lining to the situation. not as perfect as i would like it to be but still not bad looking :O)
